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reality is harsh. honestly i wonder why are we working so hard? for what? for what benefits? monika’s right, not really our own benefits, seems like its for others. i want to break free! at least another 1 more month and i am outta here.

on the side note, i wonder what does the future lies, still have 2 years to think of it now that i accepted SIM-UOL’s offer for econs&mgt. whatever the case, at this moment in time, i doubt i will ever want to go back to the service line, in fear of worsening my feet, certainly being crushed by a lazy susan is not really helping things. as much as this industry is interesting with many different types of events and meeting different people. at the end of the day, health is still more important. probably in the future i might end up sitting in an office doing data entry or such stuff. hopefully that helps to relive pressure on my foot and feel less pain and less numb. i used to be able to do leg raises easily, now just 10s is enough to feel numbness. argh. i really dont want to have to rely on ankle supports/pressure stockings/knee support etc when i get old! court shoes for work is not really helping at all at the moment…

work aside, at this age, people often ask on relationships, to be honest, not that interested in it right now, then again, one day i would still want to fall in love and get married, week in week out seeing couples getting married certainly dont help much. at the same time, it gives me loads of inspiration to plan the ultimate wedding dinner (haha). getting married is something i would rather consider only after i turn 30, for now, if there is mr right, why not? if there is anything i can ask for now is really to see my friends find that special someone in their lives.

school’s starting in about 1 month, its back to hill climbing and 2hrs bus rides on 80/87/151 again…

perhaps someday i will forget the past and move on…

假裝我們沒愛過

沒有淚 為何眼眶濕透生了鏽
你想要的 我真的懂
偏偏我的雙手太冰凍

沒想過 這顆鐵石心腸有傷口
誰來幫我 截斷電流
變成廢物至少不難過

如果儲蓄了回憶 沒用
誰會迷信愛 有用
留住這個空殼 幹什麼

拆了我 扔了我
把我丟到世界的盡頭
繼續愛我 沒有結果
反而折磨

請忘了我 請成全我
盡量假裝我們沒愛過
別心疼我 別可憐我
反正我從來不會痛

绝对达令片尾曲 by Jiro 汪東城

dont know why but the lyrics somehow drags me to KO3anguo 脩&阿香…